I’m not entirely pleased with the way my fast draft project has come along in the last two weeks. Some parts are good, some parts are…sigh. Heavy revisions are in order. Also, three or four days from the end of Fast Draft some other, unrelated characters started talking to me and snagged my interest. With those two points in mind (book I’ve invested half the year in and don’t like right now v. new shiny idea, the first real “c’mon, write us!” idea I’ve had in a while) maybe you can see why I’ve been moping the last few days.
Last night, my good friend and great CP reminded me this isn’t my JOB. I HAVE to go to my job because it pays the rent, but writing? All extras. I don’t have to write it if I don’t wanna write it. That’s what I was looking for all those months ago, struggling to finish the dragon books – the freedom to say “I’m not gonna because I don’t havta.” And maybe not having-to will make the currently-hated story more lovable in a few weeks. 😉
So what am I whining about? NaNoWriMo is coming, I’m under no obligations and I’m free to let my imagination run wild. Yay. 🙂
And if I really want to, I can spend the rest of the year just knitting socks. Hooray freedom.